Monday, August 2, 2010

taking life as it comes...

this will be a short stream today,
but sometimes we can get things out without as many words as we think we may need.
one of my friends and i, this summer,
have been talkin non-stop, and i mean truly non-stop...
about love.
about enjoying it.
about having it.
about being in it.
about letting go of all that we think...and just having fun in it.
without judgement.
without feeling the need to explain it.
or the need to change it, because it's not happening the way we want...
or maybe not as much that as, just not trusting how we feel or what we feel.
or truly just trying to figure out how it's not gonna happen,
or the disappointment when it doesn't.
we're seriously, our own worst enemies sometimes, aren't we?!
ahaha!
i am here, this day, to say...
fuck it!
i mean, really!
why don't we just all let go of these pre-conceived notions of what we think is gonna happen when we put ourselves out there...
and just do it!
taste it.
touch it.
feel it.
lounge in it.
run with it.
kiss it.
hug it.
stare into it's eyes.
hold it's hand.
WHATEVER!
let loose and let the world feel what you want.
my wild and crazy friend tells me all the time...
'there's something there, there's a reason you're in love, and don't question it...we don't fall in love by ourselves...there's someone else falling too!'
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
we talk late into the night about things of this nature.
and we laugh and scream and laugh some more at ourselves...
because we are this...
we are love!
how crazy is that!? wow!
it makes me laugh just typing this...
and hey, you may be reading this and thinking i'm totally off my face here...
and i may be!
but hey...why not be off our faces a little?!
rumi said...'that all we truly want is to feel love's confusing joy'
i'm here to tell you...
i'm thoroughly and completely confused! haha!
need i say more?

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